8:34 a.m. - 2010-05-11
More panic
Here is what I don't know. Am I so anxious and feeling crazy because of the meds? Hormones? Am I making it worse? I feel like whatever I do it is either not right or not enough. I feel like my skin is burning, but I cannot get warm, which is very strange for me because usually I am hot all the time.
I really feel like whatever I do is wrong right now.
Spouse is being very patient and has taken good care of me.
We'll see.
And think of Jane today!
And for now, that's what I got.
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